Mick8 Aug 2018 22:41
Very sorry to hear about your situation but just talking about,albeit to a forum full of varied backgrounds and agendas ,can help. My brother,same name,did exactly that 34 years ago and we have never stopped wondering why he did what he did. Sure,it was a cry for help but it did leave 2 sons puzzled and confused to this day. His wife had gone off with his mate but he had to bear some responsiblity for his own behaviour too late in the day. The hard part has to be recognising our own part in the events leading up to where we are now and getting around to righting that without self pity or demanding fulfilment as a divine right. I do hope you get your head right (just visited my sister in a care home for her first day today with dementia-our mental health is precious), life is there for living and shouldn't be discarded needlessly,go out and help others and be of use to those in need,very best of luck mate.