RE: Just catching up!2 Sep 2021 04:29
So. Er. Kinda feel like I need to post this little unasked for update at the dead of night to make things real/process things without waking friends up with late night calls. Just found out the docs are recommending switching life support off. Well I found out an hour ago anyway, she slipped into a coma again and more than I care to write but yeah.
Please forgive me if I stand by the railing doing the thousand yard stare even as treasure island beckons. I'll pass on my rations of rum on as well. I know better these days. I will also endeavour to not allow any bitterness to detract from our storied journey thus far. Barring this.
Alas, the fates sure know how to weave a melancholic tide in amongst a beautiful sunset scintillating off a beach of irrisdescent PGMs,each dancing ray a filament of imagined but never to be fulfilled dreams... and the occasional banging from Septic Lils quarters to keep one rooted in fleshy reality.
Do you know the best part given our long standing piratical motif? ( who remembers when it was just Tilly talking about polishing his throbbing palladium cannon before it evolved into HMS EUA). This amazing Tibetan chick I met, who spent some years in India, America and then Germany, never thought she'd fall for a Brit (we're all bucktoothed inbreds apparently), let alone an English dude, but then I sang a piratical themed sea shanty over a group discord, during some social video game carp itself during lockdown and one thing led to another.
The internet is a strange thing. Never met her in real life but never got to know another person so well and in such a short space of time in real life. Wondering if I will get an invite to the funeral from a family who never met me or have no obligation to even let me in. If the worst happens but yikes. Time to get real. Bleh. Again. Just posting to stay my hand from phoning IRL hard working friends enjoying their well earned kip.
"Ohhhhh what do we do with a mournful sailor
what do we do with a mournful sailor
what do we do with a mournful sailor
Earlyyy in the morninng."
You slap the deal map on the table and say get over to Germany my son XD
Gosh it's late. And despite saying I know better I'm drunk. Better get off this railing before I'm caught by a roving late night septic lil. (tips drink overboard) One for you Davey!
GLA and for the love of god, don't take people for granted.