RE: Happy Birthday17 Sep 2019 09:09
". Screwed up my family’s future with this one"
Do you know what would really screw up your family's future. Not being around or sinking into a deep depression.
If you feel bad speak to somebody, anybody, there are people out there.
Me I normally bang back some St Johns Wort and have a lunchtime vodka on days like this, but different things work for different people.
You're doing a school drop off. That suggests you've plenty of time financially to recover from this.
Take care of yourself (and that applies to eveybody - except any gloating turds).