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Yes Les don't hove both you smd your wife..
My son who is now 23 at 9 months old was told he wouldn'take the night after his diagnosis of Brain cancer.
He pulled through and was given 5% chance to 3 years old then more aggressive treatment could be given if he did survive till 3 years old and yes he relapsed 3 times and had 3 major brain ops taking a little more hood brain each time unfortunately but he's still here and beat the odds yes disabled but he's here and shows you what determination can do. Chin up and fight as much as possible.
All the best.

Hi Les just read your post :(( so sorry to hear about your news...thoughts with you at this time.

Finarlies

I totally get you mate and feel your pain here. I would say be careful though as much as this is cheap here and I am not selling until the end whatever the end is etc but as we have just witnessed nothing is set in Stone so anything could happen here. Who would of thought we would be at 7p 8p again and war etc so just be careful with money you Need etc..its worth thinking deeply about your situation before doing anything mate.

Yes there is many many Russians who don't want all this and for Putin to take the whole country down with him just for what feels like to me like a last stand as he's old now and he can go out in a blaze of glory and go down in history books for being the one guy to start this war and possibly even WW3 which I think he wants but pushing to see what UNand the west will do.

Icarus69

Totally agree

Calpos and all
Definitely been a nicer board this evening snd it's good to know there are some good folks in here feeling usomewhat united in our situation. Its been a help and thankyou guys.

Seasick

I remember you saying about your Business and marriage breakup. Feel for you buddy! Hope things turn here for you and us as you definitely deserve a break from life and how's its treated you recently mate.

Pompal
Thankyou buddy and same to you and yours.

Tenantry
Thanks and yes we all are hoping and sticking it out.

Pompal, thanks mate yea was a very hard 15 years :( being told your boy wouldnt make the night when he was 9 months old was the worst feeling I have ever had from words being spoken to me.. He is now 23 years old, disabled but still here and beat cancer after 15 years of battling through surgery, treatment etc.. my wife first response when i told her about poss losing this money in here was .. it means nothing to what we been through... appreciate your family guys as we all rich with these..

Second that POSTMANPORSCHE feel your pain..

Calpos
Yea I am very good at beating myself up over things but like you say keep telling myself not too. Life and its mad crazy journey hey..

Pompal definitely agree and yes shes my rock too. She said straight away to me .."we been through 15 years of cancer with our son and so this isnt an issue so all will be ok whatever " definitely puts things into perspective .. I am sure your other half will love a gummy ring from yourself mate as its the meaning thats the most important thing.

CJ62

yea agree and i did straight away as thought it was best to be honest as noone knows how this will end now really.

Calpos
Yea Hindsight hey. Just wish I could turn off my brain for a while now. Its definitely my family and kids I feel bad for as I Feel let them down.

Sbrace, I totally get what you are saying.. Finding it difficult to get my mind off this now and doing lots of self hating atm for not listening to my gut feelings when things were taking so long! makes it worse as the wife told me to sell when we hit highs of 40s way back. Hindsight hey.. You are not alone mate in this for sure so I know its not much consolation but sharing your pain. Fingers crossed we can come out the other end at some point ok and this war ends with peace. All the best buddy.

Sbrace
thats how i feel mate atm .. like i have let my family down now as like you my average is way off! and down vastly. i have told the wife and shes ok well as much as poss about it but i do feel like i let my kids down tbh and feel stupid for believing this would be done and dusted sale wise long ago. feel your pain dude atm

Sonic I thought the same they are clear to see in a 40 mile convoy

With 16 children dying from the attacks today and the rest of the body count enough is enough now! This muppet needs standing upto and tbh talking now isn't doing it as how many more will die?
I don't want WW3 but ffs looks like he ain't going to stop!
How much more do we take before action is began!

Well said Novice20