My genesys for those who care2 Apr 2021 19:55
Got in 5 years ago. Had 88k shares @around 0,9p
Bought up to 200k pre charly @same price and a smaller 50k Position on my second broker. The latter with 1.2p.
Pre charly 1 they have been up 100% + quite a long time and many advised me to take out my bet. I was stayed greedy and was mesmerized by the 3D Youtube charly 1 well- made Youtube presentation.
Then, one day I woke up with - 75% (I guess). Heartstroke.
Wanted to sell everything on the market, just for being this angry and disappointed.
My 50k I sold with loss some weeks later, just out of desperation. Like cutting ones arm with a knife, hurting for punishment.
The 200k I held. First position in my bank account (due to 88 coming before Letter a), bloody red warning, "Mahnmal" we call it in germany.
I was frustrated. One time on nearly ATL I thought of getting 100k for 300 bucks. But desillusion won.
Then, not long ago, life creeped back into this stock.
Although my DD was top up to date (again) and top notch, having read everything I was able to find, although I recognized the hype (which wasn't this intense the drilling before), the mere mass floating into this, although I predicted (and insisted all the time we will see 5 cent eow) I tried to Stick to my principle, and forced myself to take out the bet at 90%.
Mistake,yes. But I still need to learn things. I need principles. I lost too much without these.
Then on thursday, german chat turned into a piece of ****. A mess attracting the ugliest people all across the board. Like flyes they were attracted by the stinch of a multibagger and the whole, thoughtful and constructive conversation turned into the worst thing you can imagine.
To me it was a sign. A sign showing me, we're way to high. Like snow falling three days in a row. First beautiful and enchanting, then a perilous threat and alarming sign for avalanches can go off anytime, anywhere.
These ****fly inv/festors indicated: no matter what will be oder the weekend, these are the last days of the Imperium.
So I typed in a sell order which was filled 0.003 € below the highest point.
The **** flies also chanced my mind to cash out 75% instead of 50%. So I sold with nearly 500% gains which is, for now, my best result on stockmarket.
Next day asx tanked and germany didn't reach nearly 7cents again either. So far - > done everything right.
Now I only got meager 25k left. Thats fine.
I thought I lost 2.5k in 88 and it turned out to be a 4k win.
A decent sum for me as a student.
Maybe, if they do what they're supposed to do, I might regret a little but, but 4k is half my yearly income. I would have been lunatic not realising some gains.
I never imagined this being thus thrilling and unbelievable exhausting "just watching a xxx% upside" .
Its a heavy burdon that fell off my body. A great relief although now I dont know where to invest this huge sum.
Maybe my tiny 25k shares end up one day as BP shares. We wi
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