I suppose it all depends how old you are ....many investors been inprisoned in this share for years without any return whatsoever ...dilution after dilution..... premium bonds for me have yielded much better returns.
You're not alone,sadly some on here build it up to get their own money back. I'm convinced you will get it back,but I'ts dependant on how many years you've got left....it certainly wasn't my best investment π€