Nomlungu27 Jun 2019 18:00
What a small world. From my bedroom window, where I am now, I can see Alexander Palace, probably three miles from N.Finchley where I live.
So sorry to hear that, still haven"t got over losing my parents 6/7 years ago, and seeing my brother Tuesday, who hadn"t eaten in 35 days, with his hand pressing for more oxycontin relief has hit me very hard, all too close to home. He never told me he had cancer, couldn"t handle mine and I learnt we had been under the same oncologist for three years. I knew he had microwave ablation a few months ago, the same surgeon as me, whats the odds? It did kill off four tumours in his lung in 4 operations, but he had two sarcomas that just let loose. That was why I turned down the op a few months ago. Still regret having it, due to a probably a misguided belief that cancer fights back when attacked. Just one good thing came from it I have put off having my scans for a few weeks but am Going next Friday now, just felt this morning I must do that.
I am sure many on here could share the same experiences, the BB was just dead since last week, so I posted Tuesday about it, as many have witnessed I need to share emotions at times, and if we can"t here, then where can we? Sorry I did now, but hey I would have always imagined you just "protein folding", lol.
But yes, same, I came into this share before all that started, and things don"t happen without reason, I at least have managed to understand what is happening to me, and yes my input has changed a few things. I was also diagnosed with Barrets Oesphaegus last year, to join a very long list, that is why I wasn"t going back, each time they found something else. Wish you ATB Nom, trying not to dwell, but onwards forwards, I had almost forgotten to "keep punching". Take care buddy.