RE: Other holdings10 May 2018 19:00
This is hilarious, pretends to be polite and then next post goes into a tirade. Hmm i wonder why.
The extract below may shed some light on it.
My boyfriend smokes weed. Almost every night. Now I'll admit it Ive never done drugs, I've never felt the need to do drugs. I questioned him as to why he did it and he said he can never sleep and it helps him forget things. I didn't ask anymore as we'd only been going out a month at this point.
A couple of weeks later he unlocked his phone whilst I was laid with him and it showed a text from a guy asking if he could 'sort'. Now I may not have ever done drugs but I'm not stupid, I asked him if he dealt weed and he said yes. And I obviously replied with WOW that's a stupid thing to do. He told me he did it because he owed someone some money.
I then had to accept this, there was nothing I could do.
Now comes the next part, last night I picked him up and he was high. He'd had one joint. And we were driving and I said how different he was when he was high. Because he was, he was really talkative and didn't seem so quiet. And he was silent for a bit at the traffic lights and said 'I think I have a split personality' and coming from a family with plenty of mental disorders I asked him about it and reassured him I understand and he can tell me anything.
He said it doesn't matter and we drove on. Then he said 'do I really have to tell you' and I said well I want to help. And I asked him which personality is which. He said 'I call myself Sam, and Samuel'. And I asked him which one was which. 'He then confessed when he was younger (about 7/8) him and his friend next door, who hasn't lived there for around 10 years now, had some 'gay encounters', I could've died. Not because I'm homophobic, but because I was just so shocked to hear this coming from him of all people.
And I asked him if he was gay and he said 'all my friends used to **** together to porn and so did my older brother and his mates and I got told it was normal' I was in shock. I really didn't know what to say. I asked him again if he was gay and he said I know I'm not gay, I wouldn't have done it if I was older. And I said are you bisexual? And he said no I'm definitely not.
Then I asked what weed had to do with it, and he said weed helps him forgot things, but the personalities get worse when he's smoking it. Then he didn't say any more and that was it, I drove him home and no more was said.
I'm worried for him and our relationship. I don't know if our relationship is just something whilst he's in denial. I don't even know if he's mentally stable.
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