Hate6 Jun 2020 01:06
There is no end to the hatred I feel for myself at being such a ****ing mug, I have 4 Million useless shares of **** that cost a huge amount to me. I won't get a penny back and it's not as if I'll learn a lesson, the only lessonn is to stay the **** away from the stockmarket and be happy having **** all because the emotional damage of losing 40 grand like an idiot.
I know this is no use to anyone and I appreciate all the great people on this board for all the info that keep the fantasy going.
Most of all, I hate myself for continuing to come to this board, like a dog desperate for craps, hoping for some bull****that will never come.
The disgust that I feel for Zaza (cuddly name like another **** such as Boris) not making the slightest attempt to make any communication with us has no limits. At the same time, we're making excuses such as "Yeah, part of his 4D chess" etc. when we know in our hearts that we're mugs and that he doesn't give a flying ****.
Yes, I have been drinking.