tick tock23 Mar 2020 15:03
When I dance, I dance as if there’s no one there. And there isn’t. Nobody’s in my head.
I write of happiness, hope, I sing loudly with confidence.
I’m drenched, in happiness, ridden of sorrow. Amazing.
I sing along, dance to the beat. I just feel the music pulsating through my body.
And I laugh. I laugh as if I’m at a comedy club, as if I’ve never laughed before.
When the music stops, reality has to set in.
The voices are no longer the same, they sing the joyous tunes.
All I can hear is the music, still playing. Still keeping away the pessimistic voices.
I can’t hear anything else, I choose not to.
I go about, playing the music in my head, on a track.
Depression doesn’t come back, not for a little while at least.